Quite
honestly, I was tired, and a bit grumpy from not having slept on the six hour
“overnight” flight. Not sure why, but I
can rarely sleep on air planes. It is a
gift to be able to snooze in the discomfort of economy class, and one that I
admire greatly in all the folks around me who sleep so peacefully.
I was weary. The Charles De Gaulle airport leaves a bit to
be desired in terms of user friendly design.
I arrived in Terminal E gate 37 and had to walk all the way out through terminal
F (which sounds MUCH closer than it is, as it somehow follows terminal C &
D). Then, I had to proceed through the baggage claim area, exit the secure part
of the airport in Terminal F and then walk all the way back to Terminal D, re-do the security checkpoint and
find my way to Gate D 58. All of this
was at least a mile and a half on foot.
And after little or no sleep, with a somewhat heavy carry-on bag, I was
more than slightly annoyed. When we
“boarded” at Gate D58, a shuttle bus drove us some 12 minutes over to Gate E40
where we actually boarded the aircraft. You
do the math – E 37 to E 40 via Terminals C,D and F, at least 2.5 – 3.0 miles
round trip. Any traveler would have been
ready to kill by this stage.
With an odd
stroke of luck, however, sunrise caught my attention at the window. As I watched the multi-color parade of clouds
and sun and bright blue skies, I painted a happy tune across my mind and found
myself smiling sweetly at the beauty of Mother Nature. Ironically, I also found myself appreciating
Her order, Her wisdom, Her efficiency, despite the foolishness of we human
“organizers”. In that moment, I felt the
power of color to heal, to lift the soul and enhance the present with its
beauty, its intensity, its emotion.
Not
surprisingly, I have always been particularly sensitive to color. Art lures me
with its vibrancy and/or its emptiness of color. I feel the passion in a
powerful red; I sense the tears in certain shades of blue; I relish the growth
in the color of green. Van Gogh once wrote in a letter, something about “the greenest
of the greens I know”, implying that there were many more greens unknown to
him. It is true. There are an infinite number of shades and
hues and each has the power to speak to us, within our very souls – whether we
know it or not. The mystery of color has
always appealed to me – its unknowable nature, the essence of the variety of
life.
Sometimes the
very first thing I notice in a man is the color of his eyes. Or his aura…
Color Speaks
The hue of
his eyes sings
Jazz to my
smile, as umbrella brows
dance in verdant surprise,
like wildflowers.
I am quiet, astonished,
bathed in that Tuscan aura.
Brown,
as the
deepest roots of trees,
belying
the youth in those vacuum eyes,the pupil sparkling to his inner core.
Laughter, like forty shades of green
rustles the leaves along my forearm,
a spring-time storm,
Brewing.
… (and later, the poem continues) …
Race-car
red,
the jolt
of that kissthe razor-sharp slice of his buoyant tongue,
flicking away the rusty chains that bind me.
He burns and cuts the skin off me
to savor the bloody sweetness I hide
in various tints of white.
I am rainbow-full beneath
and he slides down inside me
to paint me anew
from scratch.
©2012 DOS
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